I’ve been with my amazing boyfriend for 2 years this October. He is my first, last and only love; I couldn’t be without him. We’ve spoke about getting married and how we will raise our children and how many we want (we want as many as we can look after) :). Last September I found out I was pregnant and we couldn’t of been happier as we had been trying for baby; we then found out that we were having twins (which we where kind of expecting as we both has twins in our families) but not long after that I had a miscarriage and it was the most excruciating pain that I have ever been through psychically and emotionally. He was there for me through every step of the way and still is now as the due date would of been today June 13th. He’s my rock and I can’t imagine life without him. At times I cry myself to sleep as it is so hard not being with him or waking up next to him. The last time I saw him was in March of this year but I never think about giving up or finishing things because he’s the only one I want and I truly believe that he is my soul mate. I just can’t wait for the day when we live together and I’m his wife :)