I miss him so much and its been a week since I left Trinidad & I miss him already I don’t think I could do this he lives in Trinidad & I live in Canada & I have to wait 7 more months until I get to see him again & what makes it worst he was my first time so that makes it even harder to stop thinking about him sometime I lay in bed and imagine him there holding me tight so no one can take me from him kissing me like its are last time ever when I was in Trinidad we would lay in bed together all day & just cuddle we didn’t care about what they said about us we are in love with each other