I just want him here with me. I want to kiss him when I want, hug him when I’m sad, cook meals together, go on spontaneous dates, and sleep next to him every night. We are good at being long distance, but the harder I fall the more scared I get about the future. He does so much for his family and…
and I apologize for that from the bottom of my heart. Trey and I have been going through some rough patches lately. We’ve thought about things that have crossed our minds but decided to never mention it to one another. It’s unhealthy in our relationship to do so, Communication is key. We are still together, and even stronger now.
I don’t really like talking about my personal life, but with y’all I want to share this. I don’t want this to happen to your relationship, when you could’ve avoided it.
It started when Trey started mentioning me transferring to his school ( He’s on a full ride at this amazing school), and I told him I couldn’t simply because of my family, not right now at least. He got mad, then out of spite stopped talking to me for about 3 days. It’s not that I was bothered by the silent treatment, because I understand he needs to think on his own. It bothered me that he got mad about me staying with my family, Then that’s when the thoughts came out. ” Is this what we really want?” , “Is the wait really worth it anymore?”, ” Did we waste about 5 years of our lives?”. He was thinking this through the 3 days of silence, as was I. We were going through emotional pains, tears were non-stop for me, anger was rushing through me. I flew to him, and we sat down and talked about it. Face to face. I think that this rough patch helped us decide that in the end it is worth it all.
We held each other for hours, talked, and did things normal non LDR couples would do. All in all I love him , and always will.
If you guys ever need to take anything, absolutely anything off your chest I am here. I will reply and post like there is no tomorrow.
I finally found Who i was looking For. Our Story by My Fiance <3
Love at Hello.
"привет (privet*)". I said to the extremely beautiful woman behind the counter,
after I read her name badge. Ufa, Yekaterinburg Russia….Albina is her name, she stood all of 5’4” (163 cm) tall, her long auburn, brown hair had one of those cute hair clips at the top while the rest of her hair draped over her shoulders as she looked at me with the most exotic brown eyes. She wore a lime green shirt with a Mission Point Resort logo on it along with chachi colored pants that outline her slim figure.
"Как дела (Kak dela** ),” I than asked preparing my response to her answer. I noticed a puzzled look on her face, had I not been practicing the greetings I learned from my Russian co-workers enough (hmmm)?
“Your supposed to say, ‘Хорошо (kha-rah-show***)” I answered, trying to break the ice of what may have been a pronunciation blunder. I began to smile.
“How…?” she began now with a surprised look on her face. “You’re….your’re not Russian?”
She began as I heard her accent break through her soft voice, she to smile back at me, “I’m pretty sure we both know that,” I replied.
“But…you?.. pronounce….(she pausesd).. the words very well.”
“Thank you, I listen quite a bit.”
Albina smiled even more, almost shaking her head in disbelief.
I reached for my wallet to pay for my current health club membership, Albina pulled out a membership card. “Do you mind filling it out for me? I don’t think my handwriting will be as nice as yours.” She began to fill out the membership card… “спасибо (spasiba****)” I said (now I was trying to show off). Albina laughed, shaking her head as she continued to fill the membership card.
In return I produced a blank expression as to imply I wanted her to answer, which i also knew and practiced.
Albina completed my membership card, I glanced at her hand writing before putting it in my wallet.. I kept smiling… now to complete my Russian Language training, the icing on the cake…“пожалуйста” (pozhaluĭsta*****), which was the answer i sought for ealier.
I pulled out my headphones as if to actually began my workout. Now that I’ve gotten an unexpected response from Albina, I had to loose more than a few inches on my waistline… now I have to workout the Big Head I just aquired. The Black Eyed Peas blaired in my headset as I placed the earbuds in my ears. I turned to get another look at the georgous woman that stood behind the counter, and to my surprise she still had a smile on her face as i did, she was still shaking her head, I continued to stride toward the gyms door. I thought it was just a meeting by chance.
As i walked toward the Mission Point gym… i did not realize that…”I finally found Who I have spent my life looking for.” Moya Xhena”. Translates to……My Wife.
I was really tired that Day… a lot of customers, paper work etc. So it was like 9 pm I was ready to go home and get some rest but I had 2 more hours at work. I kept myself busy with some documents when I’ve heard that “Privet” (“Hello” - russian) I looked up and saw HIM … That tall, really handsome, stunning man was talking to me:) I thought that he was one of the guest of the Resort, so I just helped him to renew his Gym Memberspip Card we talked a little bit and than he left…
After that night I didn’t see him for couple days but i couldn’t stop thinking about Him :)
So a week after that we had a Bonfire night… I was on my way back home with one of my friend when I saw Him…
…and after he said Hi I couldn’t say nothing but “I Missed you” (Step 1) I didn’t even know His name :) Minute later He asked me if I want to go for a walk, I said Yes. We were walking around, just talking, looking at the stars…nothing special:) Couple hours later He walked me home.
Than I saw Him in the club two days later and I asked Him to dance with me (Step 2) Just one dance and I left.
On the next Day I was at work and He came there to see me and asked me if we can to out one day. Of course I said Yes because after that night (August 2) when we met I was thinking about Him every day!
So we started dating. And two weeks after that He asked me to Marry Him! <3 … I left the States two weeks later :(
Now we’re planning our wedding via Skype, trying to know each other better, smiling, laughing and crying together. He learn Russian, Im learning how to be His Loving Wife :)
And I can’t imagine my life without Him. Not for a bit of second!
I Love My Enel. My Love. My Best friend. Lover. Fiance. Husband. My Life!